A Calling to Go - Launch GO

A Calling to Go – Launch GO

by Kaebra LaGrange, LAUNCH GO Intern

Finding your purpose, or calling, in life is a difficult task. Many of us go through life searching for it. What is our purpose, and how are we as individuals best able to serve God? That was a question I had been dealing with until recently. It was not until I went on a life-changing trip that I truly found my calling and what I wanted to do with my life. I went to Saipan on a missionary internship opportunity and left changed.

For most of my life I had sort of just glided through. I went to school and decided to settle with an easy major. I felt no calling toward the degree I was pursuing. I was simply doing it to finish school and to be done. I knew it was a fast track way to a decent and easy life. I wouldn’t venture out of my comfort zone. I had everything planned out. That was until God threw me a curveball and my plan crumbled. It felt as though my whole life had crumbled. I now had no idea what I wanted to do with my life or how I was going to do it. I was searching for God, for answers, and for my purpose.

God then proceeded to open doors for me and He led me to General Baptist International Ministries. I applied for a missions internship and was thrilled when I got accepted. I was going to go overseas and serve somewhere. It was scary. I had no idea what to expect. I was sent to a school in Saipan. I had no idea where Saipan even was, but I was excited to go. I knew this was God’s plan for me and I was eager to go where He led me.

God orchestrates trials and tribulations in life to grow us, deepen our faith, and to push us where He wants us to be. If it wasn’t for my trials I wouldn’t have ended up in Saipan and I wouldn’t have found my calling and love for teaching. In Saipan I felt God truly speaking to me and showing me what He wants for my life. Continue reading

Life in Saipan

Lori and Robbie Myers are missionaries on the island of Saipan. 

Lori and Robbie Myers with their son, Reagan

Lori and Robbie Myers serve General Baptists on the island of Saipan along with their son, Reagan.

Needless to say, there’s been a bit of a learning curve this past year as we have gotten used to life on this island.  Some things have just made sense and haven’t taken too much adjustment.  Others, however, have gone on my ‘Believe It or Not!” list, and I thought I would share a few of those experiences with our friends and supporters back home.

First, there’s the thing that we had to adjust to early and often, because it hit us right away and continues to affect us most days.  Saipan is an island, and the main industry (overwhelmingly) is travel.  Vacationers tend not to look at their watches much-there is such a thing as “island time” and we are on it!  This is a multi-layered reality.  First and foremost, it affects the demeanor of the people who live here.  The majority of islanders are so pleasant and wear a smile 99% of the time.  I LOVE that about the people here!  On the other hand, if you are a stickler for people being on time, this might not be the place for you!  With my fibromyalgia pain making me take extra time to get ready most days, this is a terrific development!  Events start when they start, people arrive when they arrive.  I love island time and island people!

However, there are things here that make me realize how very spoiled I was all my life without realizing it.  Some of these things I will never take for granted again.  For example, who enjoys a trip to the Department of Motor Vehicles?  No one!  This might make you feel better about your next trip, though:  When we arrived in Saipan last year, one of the first things we needed to do was get driver’s licenses.  Many things are discounted if you are a local resident, and after I saw the grocery and other prices, we wanted that as soon as possible.  We were sent to the courthouse, where we waited in line to go through security and a metal detector.  Once we got through, we went to the appropriate office, paid, and got a receipt.  Then we went to another building-which was unmarked-where we were to show our receipt, surrender our Missouri licenses, and get our new ones.  However, you just have to hope you get there are the right time of day, because they have to close periodically to let their copy machine cool down!

Living in a place that is so diverse is exciting in many ways.  I love making friends from so many parts of the world, and learning about their customs.  There is such a variety to food here, too.  There are Chamorran, Chinese, Korean, Thai, Japanese, Vietnamese, Filipino, (and more!) cuisines available.  Along with my severe fibromyalgia, I have unfortunately developed almost superhuman senses of taste and smell, so I cannot enjoy it quite as much as I once would have.  Buying groceries and eating out in restaurants each present their own challenges.

Packaging and presentation in the grocery stores are also different.  It seems no part of an animal goes unused.  You have the option of chicken beaks and feet in packs.  Also, beef intestine, entire beef tongues (which are huge), pig heads, pork intestines, hooves, fish heads-it all took some time to get used to.  I also had to adjust to the plastic drawstring bags (with the drawstring end not fully closed) of pork chops, short ribs, etc.  That would never get by at Kroger!

I have to cook according to what’s available.  Expiration dates are only suggestions here, it seems.  The produce selection is often made up of things they would have culled from most U.S. grocery stores.  The first two or three times I shopped for groceries, I left the store crying because I couldn’t find much that I recognized, and when I did find something, I couldn’t afford it!  The $10 gallon of milk, $7 orange juice, and $30 bag of frozen chicken breasts was daunting!

But eventually, I figured out how to shop here, what to look for, and which stores to shop at for certain items.  It often means I shop every day or every other day, and visit four or five places instead of buying everything from socks and nightgowns, to chicken and lettuce, to deck chairs and Christmas decorations from Walmart!

There are so many more new experiences and differences we have had to adjust to, but the best thing is that we have met so many wonderful people who have big hearts!  Yes, it’s been difficult at times, being so far away from our family and friends, but I am so grateful to God for His perfect plan for our lives and for our part in His kingdom.  I did not expect any of this at my stage of life.  What a loving, amazing God we serve!  I cannot wait until next summer, when we are back in the states on furlough and can share more of our experiences and ministry here on the island of Saipan.

More Like Maddie

By Robbie Myers

At the end of June, we suffered a heartbreaking loss in our home.  Maddie, my wife’s service dog, passed away unexpectedly.  Maddie had been part of our household for over 9 years-her entire life.  Our family has faced many challenges in the past decade, and during those times, I always felt better and more peaceful when she sat in my lap.  Hopefully, she felt that same peacefulness when she took her last breath while sitting in my lap.

During this sad time, we have been intentional about being grateful to God for the time we were blessed to have her in our lives.  We are comforted by the many great memories we have of Maddie.

Maddie’s eyes would stare deeply in mine.  Her look conveyed her loyalty, her love, her admiration.  Whenever we arrived home, she would always meet us at the door with a present.  Usually, it was her most prized possession.  For the past year and a half, that item was a stuffed octopus toy.  This was a Christmas present given to her as we prepared to move to our mission field of Saipan.  Sometimes, she was too anxious to go find the toy so she would grab anything she could find-like a sock.  She would run right up to us, vigorously wagging her tail until we accepted her gift, then wait for us to pet or embrace her.

Maddie’s favorite activity was to go for a ride with her family.  We had to take great care to spell (and not say) the words “ride” and “go” or we would have a hyperactive dog to calm down.  Once in the car she would bark with excitement, and would even push the button to roll down the window so she could stick her head out.

Here in Saipan, I would take her for a walk in beach side parks after a ride.  Invariably, we would be approached by families.  When they walked up to us, they would almost always say the same words-“Your dog is pretty.  What is it’s name?”  We learn a lot from our dogs.This allowed me to engage in a conversation about my family and how we were serving as missionaries.  I was able to have some great conversations about our mission and Saipan Community Church with these families that hailed from all over the world, including Korea, China, the Philippines, Japan, and Russia.  Maddie enjoyed the attention and being petted by all the children.  Her presence helped us with our mission by creating opportunities for us to have conversations with people that would not have occurred otherwise.

As I reflect on the experiences I shared with Maddie, I keep coming back to the same thought-I want to be more like Maddie.

What do I mean, “more like Maddie”?  I mean I want to fix my gaze upon Jesus and worshipfully convey my love and dedication to my Master.  I want to show my joy for being in His presence by providing Him my best.  I want to demonstrate an unbridled enthusiasm for the journeys He has prepared for me.  I want Christ to use me to introduce Him to people from all over the globe.  I want to enjoy the same curiosity and appreciation she had for God’s creations.

In her life, Maddie provided joy to my soul.  Through her passing, she challenged me to find an even deeper joy in my spirit and a stronger relationship with my Savior.